Another week, practically another month.
I survive, but barely. I have gone spectacularly off the rails. I need to get a grip.
FOOD AND HOUSEHOLD SHOPPING
Fake Feta, Milkshake for the boy, Orange Juice, Red Onion £2.86
Bag Charge, Icecreams, Milk, Bread £3.10
Big Tesco Food Shop £69.09
Cookies for the boy £1
Three shower gels £4.47
Microwave rice, Interior dehumidifiers, ‘ladies items’, shower gel, hand wash, toilet roll £15.75
Frozen onion, frozen peppers, 2 x pizzas £6.58
White sauce, tikka masala sauce, mango chutney, raspberries, grapes, cake, apples, mackerel snack pots, bananas, parsnip, carrots, red onion, baking potatoes £13.77
Eggs and posh cheese £6
Big Morrison’s food shop £48.65
Bread and cucumber £1.85
TOTAL SPENDS ON FOOD/HOUSEHOLD STUFF THIS WEEK = £182.71
DISPOSABLE INCOME/DISCRETIONARY SPENDING
TRAVEL (DAY TO DAY)
5 X Bus tickets = £5
CONTRABAND/I F***** UP
Can of Rio before counselling £1.50
Coffee x 2 = £2
Breakfast x 2 = £4.60
Gum x 3 = £2.37
Hot chocolate £2.50
TOTAL = £21.21
Burger, chips and a diet coke £15
TOTAL = £24.90
TOTAL DISPOSABLE INCOME SPENDING = £51.11
TOTAL SPENDING THIS WEEK = £233.82
I have spent far too much money.
I need to cut myself off from things.
I need to return to my values.