I Can’t Get Excited

Today I had my initial consultation with Mind.

It was good but I was left with more things to deliberate over.

My anxiety is picking up again. I seem to have left the uncontrollable crying stage behind, but I am still scared and panicky about the next steps.

Whenever I get like this my instinct is to tackle my debt, smash it in whatever way I can, so that I can feel like I have done some good.

My credit card and overdraft debt stands at:

£4756.99

Naturally that £6.99 is annoying me, so I may just take that off a credit card.

I am also desperate to throw some money at my overdraft.

BUT I don’t know what my income this month will be like, so I can’t throw much at my debts until I know for sure.

I am scared and not sure what to do. I am even considering selling all my books!

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