My boy seems to be feeling a lot better, just in time for his birthday! Huzzah!
We have some big plans today. Art, Food, Logan, we’ve got it all covered.
I have now nearly spent all of the food budget, again! The next 13 days will be tough but I think even if we do go over it won’t be as much as last month.
I am generally in positive spirits but will say this. I am finding it hard to see all the Mother’s Day stuff in shops. I have already got my Mum her present and card, things that were chosen with love.
At this precise moment in time my Mum could be dead for all I know.
I am hurt that she has contacted so many other people in the family and not me.
I am angry that she chose a bad method for dealing with things.
Like many people I took my eye off the ball and assumed that because things had been one way for so long they would continue to be that way.
I feel like a fool.
I do and don’t want to hear from my mum.
Last night I had a nightmare involving my family and it has left me a little shaken.
Oh well, we have birthday cake and festivities to look forward to. And my boy is better. Some things are looking up.
I am also loving that it is warm enough to wear just a cardigan. Last week I was freezing!!!
